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Wednesday, January 2, 2013

When I first saw you...



Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. 

Alhamdulillah,,, Allah Maha Penyayang dan Maha Pengasih buat hamba-Nya. Allah masih izin diri ini untuk berada di lembaran 2013. 2012 baru saja berlalu. Kehadiran 2013 tidak dirasai penulis kerana berada dalam fatrah final exam ni menuntut untuk lebih fokus pada buku, nota dan ulangkaji.. Syukur pada Illahi kerna buat masa ni, dah lepas 3 papers.. dan masih berbaki 4 papers,, dan yang lebih menarik+mencabar 4 papers ni semuanya berderet-deret.


izzah, fighting!!


Ok, briefly this is my final exam schedule:

28th Dec 2012
9am : Advanced Taxation
3pm : Analysis and Design for Accounting Information System

31st Dec 2012
2.30pm : Fiqh for Economist III

6th Jan 2013
3pm : English for Academic Writing

7th Jan 2013
2.30pm : Strategic Management

8th Jan 2013
9am : Accounting Theory and Policy

9th Jan 2013
9am : Accounting for Islamic Banks 


After 9th Jan, Insya Allah it is the end of my semester six. Alhamdulillah, could not waiting to finish my degree. hehe. And the best things is that I'm going to have practical training for six months. Surely it is such a long period of time. Again, I am looking forward for my first working experience from finance field. Most of my seniors said that when you're start working, you'll realized that the moment you in the study period is more enjoyable and lovable. You'll miss 'em later. So, looking forward for that. :) 

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"When I first saw you...
I started to fall in love with you..
And when you are not around..
My heart is missing you.."


Ok, please don't make any false assumption at the first place. Let me write a story here.


Salam,, hi there, nice to meet you. ~ my momo


One upon a time, when I'm online, I saw an ads that selling a hamster. Because I feel that hamster is very cute and fluffy, without any deeply thinking.. tup tup I already bought one... Back then it is 2 months and about two weeks if I'm not mistaken. So now, it's already three months, right?

Sebab dia comel, so tuan dia bagi nama 'MOMO'. Alhamdulillah, almost 2 weeks it's with me. I'm so happy for having momo in my life. Thanks Allah for giving me such a precious moment and grant me momo. 

My momo sekarang makin aktif dan lincah. Dia suka buat bising waktu orang dah nak tidur. Momo suka gigit cage dia seolah-olah nak minta tuan dia lepaskan dia sebab dia memang suka jalan-jalan, then bila dah penat, dia akan makan kuaci +bijirin2 dia, and sometimes it will act like a monkey... then terjatuh balik.. kesian tengok tapi itu memang lifestyle of a hamster kan? Kadang2 bawa momo jalan2 dekat rumput di kawasan yang lapang.


Ni gambar kawan2 momo yang di 'google'. Sebab tak sempat nak upload gambar momo dalam lappy banyak2.

~~ kawaii ~~

momo also love climbing it's cage...

soo fluffy,,, geram!
it's eating time!

Pengalaman menjaga binatang peliharaan memang menyeronokkan. Just imagine when the first day I bought momo, I texted all my family members to tell them about our new cutie family member. Ada yang doubt whether I can manage to take care of it very well, especially when my final exam is just around the corner. But Alhamdulillah, not only me who take care and give attention of momo, but my roommates also love momo. Sometimes they give feed momo, play with it and the best things to do with momo is teasing it until it become stressed out. 


Sometimes my younger brother will call me and the conversation is all about momo... 
and forgetting his sister. [hmmm.. sabar je :) ]

" Kak, momo tengah buat apa?" 

 "Bila kakak nak bawa balik momo?" 

....and etc.


One day, after come back from cafe.. I gave momo 'nasi goreng belacan' since it started biting it's cage. Maybe due to the aroma of that nasi? Then sebab macam kesian, I give it a several small tiny of rice. At first, momo enjoy it. Then it started to asked more by biting it's cage. So I give it again. But I don't know why, suddenly momo just being silence at the corner of the cage. Macam orang tak sihat all of sudden. Lama juga momo macam tu. I'm calling it name but it not even look at me. I'm start to worry. I don't know what to do but praying for nothing goes wrong to my momo :( but Alhamdulillah, the day after that momo become active as usual. So my assumption is ' momo mesti termakan biji cili nasi goreng semalam'. sian momo.. sorry momo for not being a good keeper for you.




Bila Allah izin ada peluang jaga momo, sometimes rasa macam jaga baby je. Need to give attention and play with it always. Roommate pun cakap macam tu. I love baby because they are cute, and momo too because it is cute. Rasa macam nak picit2 je momo bila pegang dia by hand. Geram!!


Ok, I think that's all about momo. 
Since momo pun tengah tidur sekarang, I should do my revision too. 
Pray for me.

Notes:

I'm glad it is 2013 now. Year passes, hoping that I could do better this year. Leaving out the painful and sad memories in 2012. Being a good slave of Allah, muslimah and daugher for my beloved parent. Being a cheerful and sweet sister for my siblings. hehe.

Memori 2012 sangat banyak. Ada suka dan juga duka. Mengajar penulis erti kesabaran, pengorbanan, kesetiaan, tanggungjawab, persahabatan sejati, dan banyak lagi. Tak kurang 2012 menuntut penulis supaya menjadi lebih kuat dan tabah. Dugaan dan ujian juga tidak kurang hebatnya. Sakit hati, kecewa, sedih, bertahan dan banyakkan didik hati untuk terima. Risau jika saat meniti perjalanan itu, ada yang terguris dan penulis tersilap langkah. 

Tapi satu perkara yang di semat dalam hati,  Allah tahu apa yang terbaik buatmu. 
Apa yang Dia berikan dan persembahkan dalam hidupmu, harus kamu terima dan intai hikmah disebalik sesuatu itu. 
Jangan cepat membuat telahan dan melenting bila ada yang menyakiti hatimu. 
Semuanya bersebab. Dan penulis yakin itu.

Now is the time for wake up, live your life to the fullest, and not to forget, always do everything for Allah. Feel the presence of Allah in every step of your action, every second in your life. 
Because pleasing Allah will never let you feel disappointed, will never let you down. It is the easiest.


"O young man, I shall teach you some words [of advice] : Be mindful of Allah, and Allah will protect you. Be mindful of Allah, and you will find Him in front of you. If you (have need to) ask, ask of Allah; and if you seek help, seek help from Allah." [Hadith 19]


May Allah Bless