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Showing posts with label friends.. Show all posts

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Sebab dia adalah sahabat

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..


Saat ini rindu menemani hati,, teringat pelbagai memori-memori lalu...
rindu pada Allah, pada keluarga, pada dia yang sudah lama tidak kutemu, dan pada sahabat-sahabat perjuangan. 

Banyak yang berubah kala ini, dan banyak yang kurasakan ku perlu tangkas untuk mengikuti rentak perubahan ini. Kekangan waktu dirasakan semakin menghimpit. Saat-saat seorang daie,pelajar dan sahabat diuji. Maafkanku sahabat andai kesibukan ini menjarakkan kita untuk seketika.

Dan sungguh indah bila kupandang di sisi, senyuman dan semangat dari sahabat menemani dan menguatkan langkahan ini. Terima kasih sahabat!

Ketika melayari laman muka buku, kutertarik dengan status seorang teman-

 Adakah iman kita yang robek saat Ukhuwwah ini diuji? muhasabah... 

ketika kubaca firman-Nya, “sungguh tiap mukmin bersaudara”
aku merasa, kadang ukhuwah tak perlu di risaukan
tak perlu, karena ia hanyalah akibat dari iman

aku ingat pertemuan pertama kita
dalam dua detik, dua detik saja
aku telah merasakan perkenalan, bahkan kesepakatan
itulah ruh-ruh kita yang saling sapa, berpeluk mesra
dengan iman yang menyala, mereka telah mufakat
meski lisan belum saling sebut nama, dan tangan belum berjabat

ya, kubaca lagi firman-Nya, “Sungguh tiap mukmin bersaudara”
aku makin tahu, persaudaraan tak perlu dirisaukan
karena saat ikatan melemah, saat keakraban kita merapuh
saat salam terasa menyakitkan, saat kebersamaan serasa siksaan
saat pemberian bagai bara api, saat kebaikan justru melukai

aku tahu, yang rombeng bukan ukhuwah kita
hanya iman-iman kita yang sedang sakit, atau mengerdil
mungkin dua – duanya, mungkin kau saja,
tentulah terlebih sering imankulah yang compang – camping

kubaca firman persaudaraan
dan aku makin tahu, mengapa di kala lain diancamkan;
‘para kekasih pada hari itu, sebagian menjadi musuh sebagian yang lain…
kecuali orang – orang yang bertaqwa”

( Salim A Fillah)
~Ku baca Firman Persaudaraan~



Diatas manisnya ukhuwwah yang kurasakan, izinkan ku berkongsi sebuah puisi,, (tak ingat ambil dr mana ^^)


Sebab Dia Adalah Sahabat.

Dia adalah yang Allah beri kepadaku,
walau yang mencarinya adalah aku,
maka dia adalah hadiah,
mustahil sekadar dilempar begitu.

Biarlah dia berbicara hanya sedikit,
Biarlah dia berjauhan,
Biarlah kadangkala ada salah sangkaan,
Biarlah ada waktu dia melukakan,

Sebab dia adalah sahabat,
maka aku tidak pernah menghiraukan.

Mengira bahagia-bahagia yang wujud bila dia ada di sisi,
itu sahaja sudah melebihi dunia dan segala isi.

Kalau dia tiba-tiba menyimpang,
aku adalah yang akan menghulurkan tangan dan tidak berjauhan,
Kalau aku adalah yang tersungkur,
aku akan segera bangkit agar dia tidak kususahkan.

Sebab dia adalah sahabat,
dan aku tahu sahabatku adalah manusia,
maka aku hormati kekurangan yang ada,
dan aku besar-besarkan kelebihannya,

Hanya iman yang mampu melestari hubungan ini,
mengekstensi hingga ke syurga nanti.
Sebab dia adalah sahabat,
mustahil aku mahu berada di syurga tanpa dia di sisi.


~ ku doakan kesejahteraanmu walau dimana kau berada,, Ya Allah, lindungilah Ukhuwwah antara kami.. Jangan Kau pisahkan kami kerna dosa-dosa kami yang lalu..


Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Pretending is better than hurting?



Someone once whispered to me:


 "Pretending is better than hurting"


I turned up my face, looking into her eyes. "Why did you say like that, huh? Is somethings happen?"


please, do something!


Then, she told me a story of her life, her experiences to be precise.. Her story, full of sadness, happiness, disappointment and motivation. I listened carefully without interrupting her words.. I didn't get surprised with everything she just said, and the first 'wisdom' earlier from her mouth. I'm pity her, and I don't wish to have the same stories like her. But I do try, be in her shoes.


you're not okay, right?




I'm looking deeply to her face, grab both of her hand, hoping that I can supply some strength, then, I put my hand around her neck and give a hug, and say: "Please, don't get hurt again. Stop pretending not to see anything. Because for me, when I'm pretending, I will become more hurting. My wound inside my heart will become deeper and I'm afraid that I cannot help myself to start hating. I don't want the love you synergized yesterday end up with the hatred tomorrow."


sharing is really helpful,, why don't you try?


Both of us keep silence. I only heard the wind blows slowly, without any song from the birds. Suddenly, I heard the crying. I know it hers. I can feel the burden she had for a while. I cannot imagined how if it is me. Can I be like her, become so strong? And smile even if she is hurting so much? My eyes now is watering so bad, and not a second passes, the tears just falling slowly.. Then we cried together. She has been sooo strong and be patient for the time being and for sure, for a long time I guess. Let her let go all those bad feeling, disappointed, and distress before.


Try to be like her. No matter how much she feel so bad about her problems or feelings, she just be patient and put trust to Allah. She always pray that because Allah always knows what's better for her, lets Allah's plan her everyday.. She just wanna smile, don't wanna burdening others, and make everyone surround her happy. As long as it is all about happiness, she can take it..


Sayonara!

Don't make me falling into that kind of emotion for the second time!
I'm afraid I can't stay still. It's very bad when hurting, feels like the heart is going to burst out.


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What is this post all about?
Hmm, please make your own assumption, and don't ask me. I will not say anything.
This is a true story,, so to all readers, don't hurt yourself by pretending, okay?



...May Allah Bless...


Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Kencangkan Kembali Ukhuwwah kita..

Salam alaik.

Blogwalking, and suddenly found this article ~ about Ukhuwwah Fillah. And I always think that all about ukhuwwah is nice and sweet. Ukhuwwah is VERY important for me, and absolutely for all of you too..

Here, 


 
A--awak, agaknya apa penyakit saya ye. Hari ni saya rasa menyampah dengan perkataan    ukhuwah fillah eela jannah, ana uhibbuki fillah abadan abada,sebab terasa perkataan tu hanya perkataan indah semata-mata tanpa pembuktian yang kukuh.
B--Erm, masalah iman. ukhuwah tu saudara kandung kepada iman. Bila iman di jaga, kita akan sentiasa memberi, walaupun disiakan. Kerana pemberian kita hanya untuk mengharapkan syurga, pahala dan redha Allah. Kayu ukur kepada iman pula? mutabaah amal..samada kita yang tak jaga mutabaah amal atau orang yang ucapkan perkataan tu tak jaga mutabaah amal. Pokonya, lihat diri dulu lah!  *senyum dengan mata yang sepet*


Ukhuwah tu buah iman, jika iman kita sedang jatuh, maka hambarlah ukhuwah kita, jika iman kita meningkat, maka semakin indahlah ukhuwah kita.

Sahabat,
Perkataan ukhuwah fillah till jannah itu perlu dihembuskan dengan penuh keikhlasan.
bila kata ukhuwah fillah till jannah, highlightkan kasih sayang
bila kata uhibbuki fillah lillah, maka perbesarkanlah huruf MEMBERI.

Kasih sayang yang kau highlightkan tu, perlu kau tahu untuk membawanya bersama ke syurga, jangan masuk syurga sorang-sorang. Huruf MEMBERI yang kau perbesarkan, jangan kau kecilkan skopnya. Memberilah dengan apa jua yang kau ada. Dari segi masa, tenaga, harta. Munafiun lighairih, memberi manfaat kepada orang lain.

Bak kata Imam Hasan Al Banna (IHAB) ukhuwah itu cinta dan kasih, dan paling minima cinta dan kasih itu adalah berlapang dada dan maksimanya adalah itsar (mementigkan sahabat lebih dari diri sendiri).

Bagaimana  kita mahu mengambil puncak ukhuwah sedangkan selemah-lemah ukhuwah (berlapang dada)
belum sebati dalam diri kita?

Itulah dia pembuktian cinta yang sebenar-benarnya. Mengambil prinsip seseorang, 'sayang itu bukan dari perkataan, tetapi dari perbuatan. Jadi, tidakkan aku mengata sayang jika tidak mendahulinya dengan perbuatan'.

Jangan berharap mendapat sahabat sekencang Umar Al-Khatab k.w.  jika tidak seikhlas Abu Bakr r.a.

Syeikh abu bakr dari palestine dalam ucapannya baru baru ini menganalogikan ukhuwah yang sangat memberi kesan pada hati kecilku,
"Ukhuwah kita biarlah seperti burung-burung yang terbang dalam formasi 'V'.Saat setiap burung mengepakkan sayapnya, hal itu memberikan “daya dukung” bagi burung yang terbang tepat di belakangnya. Ini terjadi kerana burung yang terbang di belakang tidak perlu bersusah-payah untuk menembus ‘dinding udara’ di depannya. Dengan terbang dalam formasi “V”, seluruh kawanan dapat menempuh jarak terbang 71% lebih jauh daripada kalau setiap burung terbang sendirian."


Note: buat sahabat-sahabat yang muncul dalam hidupku dari dulu, kini dan akan datang,
Aku mohon maaf kerana tidak dapat mengkencangkan ukhuwah kita, mungkin kerana imanku sering kali jatuh dan sangat sukar untuk naik, jadi aku mohon doanya agar imanku tertingkat terus agar ukhuwah kita tidak lagi hambar, dengan itu pergerakan kita akan terus melaju.

Aku sangat sukakan puisi Salim A.Fillah dari bukunya Dalam Dekapan Ukhuwah, Ku baca firman persaudaraan:

Aku makin tahu,
persaudaraan tak perlu dirisaukan karena saat ikatan melemah,
saat keakraban kita merapuh
saat salam terasa menyakitkan,
saat kebersamaan serasa siksaan
saat pemberian bagai bara api,
saat kebaikan justru melukai
aku tahu,
yang rombeng bukan ukhuwah kita
hanya iman-iman kita yang sedang sakit,
atau mengerdil mungkin dua-duanya,
mungkin kau saja tentu terlebih sering,
imanku lah yang compang-camping.
kubaca firman persaudaraan
Sahabatku sayang dan aku makin tahu,
mengapa di kala lain diancamkan;
“para kekasih pada hari itu, sebagian menjadi musuh sebagian yang lain… 
kecuali orang-orang yang bertaqwa”

Aku mahu kita sama-sama menjahit kembali ukhuwah kita, dengan menjahit kembali iman kita. Kerana ukhuwah yang terjadi dengan rasa kasih dan cinta itu sajalah yang memberi nafas kepada kita untuk terus hidup. Kerana itu, Allah, Rasulullah, salafussoleh sangat menekankan dan mewasiatkan tentang pembinaan ukhuwah. memang sukar dan berat sekali wasiat itu, tetapi dengan wasiat itulah yang membawa kita bersama-sama berteman di syurga.

“Sesungguhnya lubang jarum takkan terlalu sempit bagi dua orang yang saling mencintai, adapun bumi takkan cukup luas bagi dua orang yang saling membenci."  -Al-Khalil Ibn Ahmad-dalam dekapan ukhuwah.

Terimalah sahabatmu dengan segala kekurangannya
sebagaimana kebaikan mesti diterima walau kecil wujudnya
terimalah sahabatmu kerana jika ia menyakiti
lain kali ia membahagiakansiapa mencari sahabat tanpa cacat,
 nescaya sepanjang hidupnya tidak mendapat sahabat.

. May Allah bless . 



Friday, July 22, 2011

Hold On..

s.M.i.l.E :)
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
In the name of Allah the Most Gracious Most Merciful
Present to you, specially for my dearest friends...

Hold On



 The teardrops fall from his eyes at night
Too much a man to be crying in plain sight
Finds himself at the beginning again
Can't understand why he can't break this sin
I don't know who said that it was easy
To conquer the world that exists inside of me
My lights are dim and the roads are dark
But the night's always darkest just before dawn

So hold on in this moment 'cause it might be just what you need
And you know that you're growing when you find yourself down on your knees
It's the trials of life, it's the rain and the light that make you more than just your dreams

She's like a boat that's caught in the storm
Sees the sun through the clouds but she can't stay warm
Now she's in pain and she can't bear the load
But she don't know there's something better down the road
Everything life is born then it dies
After the storms the rooted plants do rise
So let pain die and plant yourself deep
'Till this whole wide world falls down at your feet

You say that you want to fly in the sky, but you won't build the wings; it won't be
Then, you say that you want the love of your life, but you give up too easily
It's the eyes wide as you fall that make you see

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   Remember, this life is nothing but one big test, one after another, and we must remain steadfast! After all, when Allah tests you, it shows that He love you indeed. So, you must have faith in Him. Allah says,

"Do men think that they will left alone on saying, "we believe", and that they will not be tested? We did test those before them, and Allah will certainly know those who are true from those who are false." 
(29:2-3)

   When Allah tests you, always keep in mind that He must want good for you. He is removing your sins and elevating you higher. In a Hadith by At-Tarmizi,

"When Allah wills good for a servant of His, He hurries up His punishment in this life"

Another Hadith by Muslim,

“How amazing is the affair of the believer. There is good for him in everything and that is for no one but the believer. If good times come his way, he expresses gratitude to Allah and that is good for him, and if hardship comes his way, he endures it patiently and that is better for him.”

  In the Quran, Allah also stated that He will make ease the way for those who put trust and believe in Him.

"... and whosover fears Allah and keeps his duty to Him, He will make a way for him to get out (from every difficulties)." 
 (At-Thalaaq: 2)

   This is the reminder of the day for all my friends outside there and also for me myself for sure.. It's true, sometimes we feel it is soo hard to walk through the tests that Allah gives us.. but build the confidence in yourself, it is YOU who determines how the challenges would turn out in the end.. Put fully trust in Him. He wants you to keep praying and remembering Him, so He remind you by giving this sort of tests..simply because, HE LOVES YOU!

..May ALLAH bless you..

~ the short sem result is available, Alhamdulillah! :) ~


Wednesday, May 4, 2011

the sweet hols...





Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... :)

   It's quite a loooong time I didn't update my blog.. miss it already. This is all because of~~
my final exam was finished on 14th April 2011.. after that I'm buzy with the preparation of HiMeGa '11.. Then when HiMeGa '11 arrived, that time was the veeerrryyy busiest period for me.. but Alhamdulillah, the programme had finished already..

   The hols that tend to be three weeks become two weeks only.. But I thought that if we appreciate every second and things we spend with our family, we shared the memories together, we will feel satisfied with the time we had with them.. now, I'm counting day by day to enter short sem..why?? simply because I started missing my friends and sahibah(s).. :)

   Ok.. I would like to share the experiences on how I fulfill my hols.. I really enjoyed it! I am not going to tell everything here.. so,  let the picta talks on behalf of me...

time bertolak ke penang.. 1 bus= 10 org je..



banjir kt lua rumah tok wan nabila..
feri~~
penang bridge.. view dr feri..
laut itu biru~~
= smile =
padang kota
restoran nasi kandar yang popular
++ yummy ++
(@_@)
jom teroka sama2
taman negara penang
clik2 (^_~)
nak pegi mana??
nadia yg jadi driver..
char kuew teau penang mariii...
otw balik..
laksa penang

Actually, there are many places that I had visited with them too. But because of I'd spent for a long time just to update my blog, so this is more than enough.. It was a long journey with full of sweet memories and scariest things I've go through with them, (Khatijah, Nadiah and Nabilah). Every single memory I'd shared with them will remain in my heart forever... Thank you my dearest friends for making my hols interesting and exciting... Let's explore another place one day...

ok.. till meet again.. :)

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Just for all my friends...

Friends are who you need the most,
When times are not so right.
They come and go so frequently,
You hope you pick one right.

The right one listens with both ears,
And soothes your aching heart.
The right one never questions you,
When you seem to fall apart.

The friend for you is one who says,
"Be calm and let me help"
For there are some real bad days,
When life hits you below the belt.

All friends are not forever,
They are few and far between,
But the few true friends you do find,
Will never, ever leave.